I am becoming Art.

I can be a breathtaking masterpiece on a canvas, or just simply a reckless thought in the mind of a dreamer.
I tend to exist in countless ways around you in every corner.
I can be the effortless road that’ll guide you to your own isolated wonderland, a place you’ll always want to escape to, away from reality.
I am the safe place of many terrified and lost souls, and I am the soothing inspiration of many passionate ones.
Get to know me, come closer, and I’ll help you get out of your shadow. I’ll help you discover potentials you didn’t even know you had within yourself. I’ll make you feel like you belong.

You can see my reflection in different kinds of wanderers here and there.
You can see me in the lenses of dauntless photographers as they capture their fascinating silhouettes.
I am the melody that hits a chord inside of everyone and the track they play over and over again.
I am the ink poured down on paper and the colors illustrated on a beautiful art piece.
Humans love discovering my every layer and every kind, they say I’m bottomless.
Paintbrushes are swords on a battlefield and the painter’s the warrior. I don’t just exist in a Mona lisa or a painting by Van Gogh, I also happen to exist in the moves of a dancer’s body or in the ambition of an eight year old child.
You can find me in anyplace, at anytime pampering your thoughts and indulging you into my muses.
I’m the crack of light on a dark, dull day.
Many people may find me a waste of time, but once they get to know me, I’ll dive deeper into their twisted souls and they might even feel bad about not giving into me sooner.

Come find me, it’s a free roller coaster ride. And once you hop on, I swear you’ll feel infinite.

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To My Beloved; John Green.

To my beloved John Green,

I don’t know from where to begin.. I’ve just finished reading The Fault in Our Stars and believe me, I think I left a huge part of myself in that book. Not only did I weep while reading your magnificent words, but I also deeply felt each and every sentence you’ve written.
I’d like to quote you.. ‘The author, Peter Van Houten, seemed to understand me in weird and impossible ways’ but I’d replace Peter Van Houten with you, John Green. Okay first, I’m not a cancer patient nor a survivor.. Neither do I have any close connection with a cancer fellow, but trust me, you really got me hanging on every word you said. You got me so attached to the book in so many ways, to the characters too. Not just Augustus Waters or Hazel Grace but even to Isaac and Peter Van Houten. I can briefly say, you made every character feel like family. Even though it just took me two days to finish the whole book, while reading the last sentence, it almost felt like I’ve been reading this book for so long that I don’t want it to end cause then I’ll have to let it go.
The moment I finished that exquisite book, I started imagining the rest of the story just like you’ve taught us in the book. How Hazel never gave up on finding out the rest of Anna’s story in An Imperial Affliction.
Personally, I’ve always dreamt of becoming a doctor to help patients, mainly cancer fighters. After finishing TFIOS, I can honestly say I want to be the one to find the perfect cure for cancer. And if I ever did, I’ll dedicate it to you, John Green. Only you.

Bless you, John Green for writing such an extraordinary book, but screw you for leading us to get intensively attached to Augustus Waters then suddenly taking him away.

Tons of love,
An overly-attached fan.

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